O.o" Pain "o.O
Both physically and mentally...
In physical terms,
Went for INFOHUNT 09 (MSU/PTPL)
-Held in Bukit Cahaya
-Went as a substitute for Sanjeeva as he's having fever
-Participants from La Salle: Chua Yumin, Lee Hsiang, Vincent Cheong, Aravind, Haritharan, Deweil, Chee Kiat, Saw Zi Jian, Brandon Pillay, Me, Brian Teoh, Sukhdip Singh.
-1 hour 15 minutes of jogging
-Won 1st place!! Hehee!! Yay!!
-Overly excited and the place is beautiful.
-First time out for a treasure hunt outside of school
-Enjoyed it. Made new friends!!
-Found a mushroom Vincent on the way back to school from Bukit Cahaya.. Hahax!!
Went to school for preparations of OLAK meeting
-Second earliest to Yugain to be at school. Hahax...
-Reached school at 8.10am and sat there watching kids train their football.
-8.30am, Pn. Lee Li Ling reached school but sat in her car.
-Sometime near 9am, Madam Lily reached school and went to clean up her office with her maid.
-10am, Pn. Lee Li Ling didn't know that Madam Lily reached already so I told her she's in school already.
-Hurry up to the office and Pn. Ho came. Got the keys and opened the hall.
-The other prefects weren't there yet.
-Swept the hall floor for a moment.
-10.40am, Sarventhan came and we opened Bilik Ketua Bidang, took out the PA box and carried it to the hall with Yugain's assistance.
-Set up the PA and found out that we need 2 more microphones.
-Ashwin came at 11.00. The time the event was supposed to start.
-Called Ryan and asked for PA room key.
-Lolol~ Ryan really came to school and gave the key to Sarventhan.
-Actually, the extra microphones were already placed in the PA box. ~_~ Btw still needed the key to get 2 wires.
-Event started. Attendance was... Ah-hem...
-One of the members proposed that more community activities should be done.
-Also a secretariat to be built in our school.
-Sarventhan went back during the event for tuition.
-Event ended with the AGM.
-Packed up PA box and sent it to PA room as the staircase to the office was locked.
-Was invited to lunch by the members of OLAK.
-Enjoyed the food after a day of tiring work.
-Packed up everything and closed the hall.
Sunday night, watched transformer and ate 90% of the large popcorn XD
-I think i got sore throat because of this.
-Lol.. The movie was... Erm... Okay only... Cuz it's unclear... Too many metal parts clashing here and there... Blur case.. Hahax...
-Went home, finished off the tasks given by my superior and went to sleep.
Monday morning, woke up with aches all over my body.
-Lactic acid collected everywhere around my body.
-Extremely painful back, hands and legs.
-No headache yet.
-Movement restrained. Still had to go to school.
-Trained the future going-to-be-you-know-what during duty
-Senamrobik today, but didn't participate... Wanted too but can't move.
-Basically suffered pain during class, during duty.
-Got a bit scared to carry the PA box already... Lol... it's the reason why my back aches the most... XD .. Hahax... Just kidding... Will have to do it for the school...
Mentally hurt.
-Found out a major flaw of mine in school today. Was totally devastated when Ryan told me about that.
-Thought that leaving La Salle would be the best option to solve this problem.
-Felt a bit regret because I was analysed as having bad PR by my superiors and also I did not receive support from the teachers at school.
-They never know how irritating my classmates can be at certain period of time.
-They think that I distance myself from my classmates because of certain "reasons"
-Actually, that's not true. I see them as my classmates, I don't see their race/religion/culture.
-I don't intend to be influenced by their "great" attributes. That's mainly the reason why I try not to stay near them and this has caused my superiors to think that my PR is bad.
-Really funny. I should've known when one of them asked me, "Yap, do you have any friends in your class which are not prefects? Indian friends?"
-This is really... Not my day... Not my week...
Exams are tomorrow O.o"
-Didn't even touch a book... So probably gonna fail everything...
-For what do i need to uphold my teacher's expectations when they can choose not to support me? I'm not condemning but if there is no two-way-trade, you can't expect me to just be the giver and slowly lose all my assets?
-Their actions have made me feel devastated.
-JaSoN-
-SiEg-Xth-
*If I'm uncapable of doing certain things or fulfilling certain requirements, or if you think I'm not good in this or that, might as well forget about giving me anything at all. I'm not anybody's puppet. Who terasa den terasa lo... You all should know who you are...
*Should I Give Away Everything? Resignation And Leaving School... I Cant Believe That I Was Betrayed By A Portion Of My Alma Mater.
*Enjoyed INFOHUNT once again!! ^^ heheee thx to Ryan for choosing me to go =)
-> Sincerely hope that what I say here remains here and that it is clear, I'm not condemning anyone...
Monday, July 27, 2009
PaInKiLlErs
Posted by -Si3g-Xth- at 5:49 AM 0 comments
Thursday, July 16, 2009
*-=La Salle=-*
With the distinction of being the first locally-trained La Sallian Brother, Brother Paul Ho is the longest serving Brother Principal in any La Sallian schools in all of Malaysia. His retirement marks, quite rightly the end of the La Salle Brothers Principalship in all La Sallian schools across Malaysia.
Special Thanks To Vincent Ooi of Formation Team.
That being said, let's move on to the video............
Well... I hope that his message is passed on to whomever it may concern...
Okay! Job's Done~~
Now more to the part where I start blogging... Hehex...
Erm.. Maybe starting from where I left off?
Okay... About Greenity and Hydroneptune! Sorry guys. I'm not going to be able to help out in school so often anymore. I need to get back to my studies and try to make sure I don't fall into anybody's bad records. BUT!! I'll be more than willing to help out on any event or occasion when you guys are short of one person >_<" Lol... Practically stayed in class this whole week. Except for today (Thursday 16/07/09) due to photography session, prefects stuff, Kuiz Kimia Kebangsaan Malaysia 2009 (which I've failed terribly) and prefects duty. So, conclusion = I was nowhere near my class. Didn't even go up the stairs except for the chemistry quiz.
Erm... Tuesday 14/07/09
- Nothing much... Except that I didn't realise my calculator was missing after school recess. Realised that it was missing at 1AM the following day... Lol... When I desperately needed it for Maths... Well, nothing much can be done... The following day I told Pn. Ng, my form teacher about this and she said she will be talking to our class regarding this matter the next day which is Thursday but since it's photography session day, I guess she had no time to talk to the class. Told my parents on Wednesday and mom asked dad to go talk to the principal because this is the third time in a month or more that my most vital items have been missing during school time. Okay, enough about that...
- Next is... about my chemistry tuition. As I'm car pooling, or if that's what you can call when you pay monthly fees for it, I took the opportunity to be sent to Delta Chi Liung so that I can continue my tuition directly after school. I was dropped off and I went into Fruity for lunch but before I could order anything, I received a sms from an anonymous number stating that "Chemistry class for today has been cancelled as teacher is not very well". Boom~ Wanted to go back but my transportation already left. So, decided to eat a set lunch at Fruity and went back at 3pm by bus.
- Reached home... Bathed... Played Dota with Quah... Got told off by sis... Went to bed *Naps*... and finally accounts tuition at night... Did statistics until 1am or sometime there...
Well, found 4 videos... All about La Salle... Hope you La Sallians out there like it... Especially the prefects as they contain something which Ryan has been highlighting to all of you.
Starting from La Salle Alma Mater Hymn from La Salle Green Hills.
Secondly, La Sallian Alma Mater Hymn from various locations around the world.
Thirdly, Hail to De La Salle [Dialect Versions] performed on Animo Night 2007.
Mabuhay Alma Mater
Mabuhay De La Salle
Ipagwagayway ang lahi
Luntian at puti
Ipaglalaban na'ng wagas
Tagumpay at dangal
Mabuhay ating Alma Mater
De La Salle!
ILONGGO [JM Rodriguez and Vanya Castor]
Himaya Alma Mater
Himaya De La Salle
Itib-ong naton ang lahi
Ang berde kag puti
Depensahan naton tanan
Dungog kag ang bugal
Himaya aton Alma Mater
De La Salle!
BISAYA [Drae Ybanez]
Day'gon ka, Alma Mater
Day'gon ta's De La Salle
Pasidunggan namo'ng kaputli
Na berde ug puti
Panalipdan imong kadungganan
Wa'y pagbugalbugal
Day'gon ka, Oh Alma Mater
De La Salle!
SIGN LANGUAGE [DLS-College of Saint Benilde "Silent Steps"]
ENGLISH [Entire Cast]
Hail, Hail, Alma Mater
Hail to De La Salle
We'll hold your banner high and bright
A shield of green and white
We'll fight to keep your glory bright
And never shall we fail
Hail to thee our Alma Mater
Hail! Hail! Hail!
Hail, Hail, Alma Mater
Hail to De La Salle
We'll hold your banner high and bright
A shield of green and white
We'll fight to keep your glory bright
And never shall we fail
Hail to thee our Alma Mater
Hail! Hail! Hail!
Hail to thee our Alma Mater
Hail! Hail! Hail!
Like a tale of changing times,
We are one, searching and being,
Finding and seeing we are one.
Like a fam'ly of diff'rent ages,
Like a book of diff'rent pages,
We are one, wanting and yearning,
Living and learning we are one.
We are one.
Like a river that flows,
Like a tree that grows
With arms that touch the sun
And bring us together.
Like a road with many reasons,
Like a life with many seasons
We are one.
Live Jesus in our hearts forever!
We are one. (We are one.
We are one. We are one.)
Like one love that never dies,
And one dream in all our eyes,
We are one, giving and caring,
Reaching and sharing we are one.
We are one.
Like a river that flows,
Like a tree that grows
With arms that touch the sun
And bring us together.
Like a road with many reasons,
Like a life with many seasons,
We are one.
Live Jesus in our hearts forever!
We are one.
Like a river that flows, (We are one.)
Like a tree that grows
With arms that touch the sun (We are one.)
And bring us together.
Like a road with many reasons, (We are one.)
Like a life with many seasons,
We are one.
Live Jesus in our hearts forever!
We are one. (We are one.)
We are one.
Guess that's all for now. Need to go sleep and wake up early tomorrow. XD K.. Nitez All!
-JaSoN-
d--(O.o")--b
*Hugs?* XDD
Posted by -Si3g-Xth- at 8:23 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Overloaded...
As I was involved indirectly in both Hydroneptune and Greenity (Greenplug's new name), I've been pretty busy these days. I'm practically spending most of my time in the library doing paperwork, learning new things, and also getting myself to know the teams and helping them on their way under the supervision of Pn. Lim and Miss Ng.
And because of this, I'm on the bad records of my class teachers. At least until I go to each one of them and apologize along with showing them the memo that I'm going to get tomorrow morning from Pn. Lim. One of my particular teacher, my history teacher, Pn. NoraPiZzA!! is quite angry that I wasn't in class. I need to go to her and apologize to her personally because she takes her classes seriously. According to my classmate, she's not happy that I did not inform her where I was going. So, it is my fault for not having informed her.
Well, back to the task at hand...
For Hydroneptune:
- Has a laminated badge with its logo. Basically it's a laminated square-shaped badge with double-sided tape to stick onto the supporter's shirt.
- The badge, if not mistaken is sold for 50 cents for fund-raising to support the cost needed for buying a pump for their project in Taman Sains.
- Their project: Rearing fishes in the waterfall-like pond in the garden.
- Their method: Use the air-conditioned water from the staff room for the water in the pond. Of course, the water has to be filtered through a basic filter of rocks and sands.
- Motive: To preserve water and to show that air-conditioned water can actually be used in beneficial ways.
- Steps taken: As commented by Ryan, the mini cacti that Hydroneptune team gave out to the teachers on 07/07/09 were a symbolic sign of showing how little a water is needed for an individual such as a cactus to survive. This symbolises the preservation of water and also promotes awareness on minimal wastage of water.
- Working hard on implementing ideas for the piping system.
- Their project: Recycling papers.
- Sounds plain? Not at all.
- The process: Tearing the papers to bits and blending it with water. Starch, pandan flavouring and colouring is added to give the end product a pandan scent along with the green colour. The pulp is then placed in between two plastic films such that it does not stick onto the films and is then rolled flat. After rolling, the pandan scented flat sheet of recycled papers is then left to dry. Then, it will be cut into leaf shapes.
- The objective: The leaf-shaped pandan-scented recycled papers are then given to teachers for signing and will be placed onto a soft board made by the Greenity team members using recycled papers. If I'm not wrong, they are planning to sell off those leaves to help raise fund.
- Their motive: Recycling papers and raising awareness on the many ways that one can actually benefit from recycling unwanted papers as well as improving one's creativity as how the Greenity team members have thought of the leaf shape. *Also commented by Ryan*
- They are also planning to have a store room which will be named "Bilik Kitar Semula" especially just for collecting recyclable papers that are brought to school by students.
- So, students are urged to bring old newspapers, unwanted papers and any recyclable papers to school and put them in front of the room. Later at certain intervals or after school, one person will be in charge of opening the door and keeping the materials in the room. Basically, it's a storage for recyclable materials.
- One important highlight is that the Greenity team is trying to reach this goal of "1200 pandan-scented leaf-shaped recycled papers" which will be an amazing challenge for them.
*The price of the badge is RM2.00 and will be sold by the team members
*All Lasallians!! Go get your badges now and support their cause to save this world!! For all of us and also for the future generations!!
-JaSoN-
||I'm speechless... concerning one matter... I need someone to talk to... Someone... Who isn't affliated in any relation with the problem...||
Posted by -Si3g-Xth- at 5:42 AM 0 comments
Monday, July 6, 2009
I Care, We Care. For You & For Me.
All right... Time to have fun setting up another post... Hopefully wont be as long as the last one...
Erm... Our school has two groups participating in the I-Challenge Contest held by INTI College.
- Hydroneptune, http://ichallenge2009-hydroneptune.blogspot.com/
- Greenplug, http://pluggedgreenplugs.blogspot.com/
Please support their cause. Not only for us but also for the future generation.
Then... There's this song: Together
- Song composed by Chua Yumin and Bryant Lee
- Lyrics composed by Aaron Minjoot and Joshua Fernandez
With the world around me turning ever so dim
And I try to see the light each day
Thinking on how else would it stay
If we open our eyes and we see
The hurt that we caused on the land and sea
It is time to act and we decide
To save such beauty in our eyes
Little butterflies and roses bloom
Lands and oceans ever in our hands
That we lose each and every, day by day
If we should stand its way
If we open our eyes and we see
The hurt that we caused on the land and sea
But with all our hearts
All our care
All our love
We can save
This one Earth
If we open our eyes and we see
The hurt that we caused on the land and sea
But with all our hearts
All our care
All our love
We can save
This one Earth
Together~
As for the song, it will be recorded either tomorrow or the following day and I will be posting more news on this on regular intervals granted the permission to continue.
=) Cheers, La Sallians!!
Finally, MJ's Song!! Heal The World... Really a great inspiration...
-JaSoN-
Posted by -Si3g-Xth- at 6:58 AM 0 comments
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Expression beyond limitations.
Let's start off in the morning. Easier to run through every single detail so that i don't miss any.
I kind of did a mistake cuz nervous. He was holding a stone aimed for my head. Or wad looked like it... hehee...
I've got no comments... Seriously... First time i did this mistake, never did it before...
AK took over and assembled all the prefects.
Haiz... Depressed... Early in the morning...
Then, after we dismiss, Ryan came and told me about the afternoon session complaining that I was there at their assemble and ordering them to stand under the hot sun.
No offence but, you want to be a prefect, you chose your assemble point, you stay in your line.
Even though it may be "hazardous" to stand under the sunlight, you ARE supposed to be IN your LINE. Since, it's so terrible and I know that Pondok Putera is being used by the hawkers since the canteen has been renovated, you guys still chose this place as your assembly point. If you guys already decided on that spot after justifying all the pros and cons, you should not even complain about the location.
What I saw there was prefects not only not in their line but also talking and the whole assembly was plain terrible compared to the probates.
Even though this is not my place to say this, but I have to express it anyway. If you seniors cannot show a good example now to your probates, sooner or later, they'll follow you. They'll act the same way you did and their probates will also do so and the next batch will do the same and so on.
What I said was: "Prefects, where is your line? (high tone but not the angry type)"
What Ryan quoted what I said there based on the complaint from the afternoon session:
"All of you stand in the hot sun together," (or something like this)
I was like what the hell....
Fell into further depression and there goes my entire day...
Let's not also forget that in my class, the students are hyperactive and can't sit down quietly.
4L, the "remarkable" class of SMK La Salle Klang, half of its students running crazily, pushing each other, banging tables, disturbing other students who are trying to do their own work.
Also, one of my friend, ND or that's what he like to call himself, asked Larry how to do an addmaths question. I copied down the question and did it in my History latihan book at the last page. As soon as I got my answer, I willingly share it with ND.
First thing I received was an extreme culture shock. That guy, took the book, said thanks.
Then, he TORE THE FREAKING LAST PAGE OFF MY BOOK WITHOUT MY PERMISSION.
I was speechless... Seriously, he tore the last page which has caused me to tear the most front page (index page) later in class.
What the... Great, so this is how people say thanks for sharing education?
It's plain idiotic and you know what's his reply?
"Nevermind la, it's just a page"
Seriously, if I didn't learn how to control my anger over these few years, I would have allowed my anger to overtake me.
I swear, I will never help those who will not appreciate my assistance.
Those who don't want to help themselves, I am unwilling to aid.
Those who want to find conflict after conflict with me, I welcome you but beware of one thing, the results you are aiming for, it will backfire at you before it reaches me.
Simple: I help those who are willing to help themselves. Those who will not treat me like an instrument or a tool for achieving what they want.
Great, nearly went into an argument with my old but now new friend because of my stressed up day.
I seriously don't want things to return to how it was few months ago...
So to that person, I'm really sorry if I did hurt you.
I know that you're in a terrible state already with your social life.
And I fear I'm making it worse for your life...
I'm so sorry...
To Ryan,
Thanks a lot for telling me all those stuffs.
It will prepare me for the next year's board. (if i'm still in it)
I'm willing to be open to any criticism.
I will accept the justified truth.
And my promise to you, I've fulfilled it.
To be frank.
I'm quite jealous with my friends who have musical skills.
I've not been given the privilege to enjoy playing any instruments in my life.
What you guys have played, it really is an inspiration.
But I have barriers which I cannot trespass.
To Anonymous,
You've been quiet recently, very quiet.
I don't know what to do with you. You seem to distance yourself from specific people.
You said you're experiencing problems and you're not talking to "everyone".
But from my observation, I can see that you EnJoY talking to other people.
You talk and you're happy with others whereas you're not willing to talk to us. So what do you mean by everyone?
Your "everyone" has me categorized in it along with two of our friends.
Seriously, that's the truth right?
I may not be a profesional in social life, but I can see things in different ways.
And seriously, when one of our friends wrote the poem, why do you have to ignore it?
It was for you.
No offence but...
Don't act and say "I don't give a damn". It hurts... It really does...
And our friendship is always inconsistent.
First, we're friends. Second, we had conflict. Then, it lasted for 3 months. Afterwards, it returns back to normal. Then after 2 weeks, another conflict began and 4 months later it is normal then in just another week, boom another conflict...
*People are trying to be your friends.*
*But you seem blind not to see it.*
Seriously, When Will SMK La Salle Klang Stream Its Students? I Can't Wait To Be Rid Of Students Who Don't Intend To Study But Play A Fool In School And Cause Havoc While Ruining The Reputation Of The First Class.
Their demeanour has caused me to reconsider, is it even worth getting 7As for PMR?
Yes it is, for my parents. I'm more than willing to ensure I get it for my parents to be proud.
No it isn't, not for this class. The best class or supposed to be is filled with students who have achieved 7As and above but with the utmost "remarkable" merits and discipline.
I've experienced changes.
My family has noticed it already.
My family is proud, yes. I'm happy with that.
But the problem here is, if I'm in the class, I'm no different than my classmates.
I feel as though I don't deserve my family's praises.
Also another thing,
Hari Anugerah.
I have a friend who doesn't intend to go because of the attitude shown by those famous students in our class.
In raptai, it was already that bad. When it comes to the real thing, it will be worse than raptai.
All I have to do, is to go there and make my parents happy. That's my only reason. Other than that, I'm not interested.
The money, the certificates. These are futile necessities of mine.
Seeing my class this way, I regretted studying hard to achieve 7As.
Because of this, my overall opinion on my achievement has changed.
Questions like:
"So what? 7As dai sai izzit? Getting 7As doesn't mean you're smart. Hey! I'm getting the same thing like what those people are getting and I'm no different from them."
It humiliates me... It made me angry... My achievement no longer matters.
It's just another factor to have me stay in a class which I cannot accept.
It's really sad....
-JaSoN-
Ryan Chua, Colonel all the way~
No.. Seriously.. Ryan has taught me more than I can ask for.
Thanks...
*Hope I didnt go overboard...*
Posted by -Si3g-Xth- at 8:00 AM 0 comments